Been sick for 4 days now, not feeling any better. Decided I’d start this blog to try and keep my life in check. Can’t handle everything that has been going on lately. My boyfriend of 2 months broke up with me recently, but I don’t really care about that too much to be honest. And my ex whom I was with for a year wants to meet up for coffee. He’s still with the girl he left me for, they’ve been together for over a year now, and I haven’t seen him in over a year. It’s pretty crazy having him ask to hang out. Got dropped by a couple of “friends” today and I’ve been having lots of trouble with “friends” so it’s pretty fun to say the least. I don’t really know what to do any more, I’m starting to think it’s my fault. I guess it is since I’ve lost so many…